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smatty — Thu, 28 Oct 2010 15:02:33 +0000

Father my hope and faith is in you

I don’t see or understand what you are doing

What I see isn’t pretty and its hurting me

I don’t understand anything that you are doing right now

Other than you are working on me

Everything else just seems hopeless

And I know my hope is to be in you

I just don’t see anything coming together

But I will not leave because of my sight

Like you said, Walk by faith not by sight

I trust you Father, but it is hard

10/20/10

smatty — Wed, 20 Oct 2010 23:29:59 +0000

If you know your petition is scripturally the will of God, then you will have confidence and faith to believe God for it.

The main word ofthis statement if the first word of the sentence, “IF.” If you know, THEN you will have confidence and faith. That means I have to start knowing and stop doubting.

Faith

smatty — Tue, 19 Oct 2010 15:14:33 +0000

Faith in God so hard right now

Nothing seems to be going right

It’s hard When I see certain things

But I know God is in control

And he is writing my story

And I believe he will bring what he has promised

yesterday

smatty — Wed, 13 Oct 2010 10:12:54 +0000

I watched from a far

From the building to the car

I wanted to run

I wanted to get close

I wanted everything back

Patience is hard

And faith as well

What is Prophecy?

smatty — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 12:31:28 +0000

I’m doing something different this time with a blog. Instead of writing how I feel or something on my mind, I am going to teach. Prophecy, What is it? Well good question. Prophecy is speaking the mind and heart of God as revealed by the Holy Spirit; the outflow of the heart and the very nature of God. It can be a direct word from God Himself or God can, and will, use another person to give the message. Prophetic words are to be given with no additions or subtractions, including any applications or intrepretations by the one speaking the word. It has to given in God’s timing and in love to be the most effective. It is the Father speaking to His children. And if you are sitting here thinking to yourself, “Can I prophesy?” Well good question, YES you can. Everyone can hear the voice of God. If you have been born again you have heard His voice before. Now it is just learning how to use that gift.

smatty — Sat, 09 Oct 2010 10:31:33 +0000

IMU

In The Shadows

smatty — Tue, 05 Oct 2010 00:11:12 +0000

I am here standing in the shadows

Watching from a far

I want to help, I want to be there

But I can’t

It’s not my job or responsibility

I can only look and stare

Nothing I do can make anything better

And I know because of all my failures before

Everything I touch falls apart

Into many pieces

I don’t understand what is going on

But all I can do is

Stand in the shadows

I Want

smatty — Wed, 29 Sep 2010 00:35:55 +0000

I want a lot of things right now

I want to have a better job and I am blessed where I am

I want to get a degree

I want to move to the next stage in life

I want to be strong enough to offer strength

I want to be close to God like never before

I want to keep building on to what I have now

I want to bless people wherever and whatever I do

I want to find that thing thats deep inside of me

I want God to do His will in my life

I want to be patient

I want to be in line with God

I want that one in my life

And I want that one to be under God not before Him

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smatty — Mon, 27 Sep 2010 21:44:54 +0000

I got to have faith and not give in

I have to keep pushing and stay positive

I have to fight and be strong

The things I don’t understand

Are there for a reason

God is doing things that I won’t get until he is done

I’m close to finding that thing inside me

I want to find it

I need to find it

Before anything else can happen

smatty — Mon, 20 Sep 2010 02:12:08 +0000

I don’t know what to think right now…

I am not sure if I have been hearing God correctly lately

I don’t know if I should have any hope or not

I don’t know about the situation

I got to forget about it

I got to forget about trying to understand what God is doing

I try to live like some people don’t exist

But I don’t believe myself when I tell God I don’t want anything to do with them

Iwant to believe what I have been hearing is true but I’m not sure

I fight day in and day out trying to stay strong and have something worth fighting for…