I Want

I want a lot of things right now

I want to have a better job and I am blessed where I am

I want to get a degree

I want to move to the next stage in life

I want to be strong enough to offer strength

I want to be close to God like never before

I want to keep building on to what I have now

I want to bless people wherever and whatever I do

I want to find that thing thats deep inside of me

I want God to do His will in my life

I want to be patient

I want to be in line with God

I want that one in my life

And I want that one to be under God not before Him

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I got to have faith and not give in

I have to keep pushing and stay positive

I have to fight and be strong

The things I don’t understand

Are there for a reason

God is doing things that I won’t get until he is done

I’m close to finding that thing inside me

I want to find it

I need to find it

Before anything else can happen

I don’t know what to think right now…

I am not sure if I have been hearing God correctly lately

I don’t know if I should have any hope or not

I don’t know about the situation

I got to forget about it

I got to forget about trying to understand what God is doing

I try to live like some people don’t exist

But I don’t believe myself when I tell God I don’t want anything to do with them

Iwant to believe what I have been hearing is true but I’m not sure

I fight day in and day out trying to stay strong and have something worth fighting for…