I heard him

Well today i was taking a shower this morning and when i was God spoke to me that a destination minus the journey and adventure is meaningless.  Then in my my studies he told me and i quote, “If I tell you the ending now, it will ruin the Adventure.”  And then he compared it to sitting down and watching a movie with the person who wrote it and asking them what happens at the end.  And if they told you to would’nt watch how to all comes out.  And then in my studies he showed me again this by leading me to Acts 1:7 (I’ll let you look it up ).  Haha it’s fun hearing God and to wrap all this up my mom shared a song with me that just spoke to me and it’s called “Before the Morning” by Josh Wilson…check it out it’s an awesome song!

The right question

I feel like i have have been asking the wrong question for so long.  I have been asking why for far to long.  I don’t know if this is right, but its like i should be asking what and not why…i dont know its weird but in a good way

Fighter by The Red Airplanes

There’s a Fighter in me

 There’s a Fighter in me

No worries or problems

Holding onto me

There’s a Fighter in me

There’s a Fighter in you

There’s a Fighter in you

Look to your inside

You’ll know what to do

There’s a Fighter in you

 There’s a Fighter in me

There’s a Fighter in me

No worries or problems

Holding onto me

Sickness, disease, darkness

Strongholds must flee

I’ve thrown out my limits

You better believe

There’s a Fighter in me

There’s a Fighter in me

There’s a Fighter in me

There’s a Fighter in me

Dead and Gone- TI

Ohh I’ve been travelin on this road too long
Just trying to find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone

I turn my head to the east I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north

Rob Thomas

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

Another day Of Hell and Torment

These attacks never stop and the pain never ends. It is because of who I am and who I will be. A child of God and a child of my father. But now I think and remember..if I am feeling these attacks against me then I must have done something right. So I’m going toe to toe with the enemy and he sure doesn’t like it cause he is throwing everything he’s got.

God Please Hear me…

I want my heart to be stronger to take a beating

I want my eyes to be opened to see your face

I want my ears to be open to hear your word

I want to hear your direction for my life God

I want to know I am man enough to make it through this

I want to know I have what it takes

I want to know that in the end

That I had the guts to move

In the direction you pointed me in

Change me, strengthen me, guide me, and protect me

I want to be who I am meant to be

Stop asking Why

Today I listened to John Mark McMillan’s Song “How He Loves” and it touched me again. God keeps reminding that once we have asked why and have recieved our answer that we need to then change our way of thinking from “why” to “HOW”. Instead of asking why is this happening God or why do I feel this, we should be asking God HOW can I do this, How can I reach this. I have learned this and I am still working on it everyday. It truely is amazing to see God work in your own life. God teach me How to do this, teach me HOW to make it through!

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I want a heart like Paul

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He keeps showing me what he he is doing…God is Good