school

this sucks, I sit here and think what classes i want to take for school next semester and i look at my transcript and see no success in it.  its hard to think of what i want to do when i don’t have passion for anything yet.  I’m twenty-one and i don’t know what i want to be yet.  It’s so much easier to have a goal and run to it.  i feel like i’m just running with no goal.   why don’t i have anything i’m passionate for?

What I desire, I become. So you’re what I desire, Lord

The Anthem by Jake Hamilton

I can hear the footsteps of my King
I can hear His heartbeat beckoning
In my darkness He has set me free
And now I hear the Spirit calling me

He’s calling wake up child it’s your turn to shine
You were born for such a time as this
He’s calling wake up child it’s your turn to shine
You were born for such a time as this
Such a time as this

And I can hear a holy rumbling
I’ve begun to preach another King
Loosing chains and breaking down the walls
I want to hear the Father when He calls

He’s calling wake up child it’s your turn to shine
You were born for such a time as this!

Such a time as this

This is the anthem of our generation
Here we are God, shake our nation!
All we need is your love,
You captivate me!

I am royalty, I have destiny,
I have been set free, I’m gonna shape history!

I’m gonna change the world!

increase me

show me what you have for me

give me what you want me to want

let me know when something is true

open doors and open my eyes to see them

let me walk as your son did

let me talk as your son did

let me live as your son did

increase me and do your will

that is what i want first

do what you want to do

Go away

I have to stop doubting things. I have to change that part of my life.  I have to stop doubting and turn that into me believing in my God and my Savior.  Believe.

show and tell

God show me what you want me to do

Tell me what am to be doing in this life

show me what i’m suppose to be

tell me how to take action

show me an adventure

the battle

every day i’m reminded of the battle

the battle that i’m fighting in

the battle for my life

the battle for my rightful place

the battle against my foes

every day i wake up to it

every day it’s decision time

do i fight or try to run from it

if i run it will catch up to me

if i fight…i will catch up to it

this battle that i am in

is the battle i come to

and claim my victory

 

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James 1:12-Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

James 1:22-Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. DO WHAT IT SAYS.

I got to start doing what God has told me to do.  I have been sitting around for far too long.  It’s time to persevere this trial.

hmm

Patience, Run the race and fight the good fight

the picture

I stand here starring at the picture they call life

I look and see that everything is outlined but in a blur

I see it as a whole but not every detail

I have parts that are coming into focus

And those that have already come clear

So i look at it as a whole

I look at it as the big picture it is

And I aim for what it is

And as I do that, everything comes as it should

I see everything become how it is to come

And I take the adventure

That the picture has to give